Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Happiness at 7 Months

It doesn't take much to make this little guy happy! I finally caught his smile on the camera. He usually just stares at the camera wondering why he should smile for a cyclops. He is seven months now. I cannot believe it! He loves his independence as a sitter and army scooter. Not quite crawling, but he can get where he wants to within an eight foot diameter.
He makes me smile and loves to cuddle!

Friday, November 13, 2009

My daily medicine...

...a dose of laughter! I started by playing animal sounds and the kids had to guess the animal by acting it out. That was fun enough. Then we got silly: video video video video

Monday, November 9, 2009

Happy Halloween

Wow, I think I finally recovered from Halloween. The only thing still haunting me is the occasional melt downs, because I won't give another piece of candy. We enjoyed another batch of pumpkin seeds. We barely got our pumpkin carving in this year. Taylin wanted to be Tinkerbell this year. I think she has wanted to be this since last year. I had originally planned the girls be Tinkerbells or fairies and the boys were going to be Peter Pan. Well, Cohen really wanted to be a robot he saw in a book. I tried to talk him out of it. Peter Pan would be so much more comfortable and I wouldn't make him wear tights! I was able to convince him one day, but it didn't last. Silver and red still danced in his head. After much research and shopping for materials, the costume making began. I didn't plan on making costumes this year. With two weeks until Halloween I decided I would make them. I originally thought me making them would be cheaper. Sooo wrong, but once I started, I had to finish them. Taylin was able to wear hers to school, an evening festival, trunk-or-treat and a resident party. She got lots of wear out of it. Very worth my efforts. She even was picked as a finalist for the costume contest. Dorothy was the top pick, but again, it was worth it. Taylin wore her costume for two straight days and parts of it on other days.We will probably not all go to the festival next year. It was not little kid friendly. Her school PTA put it on. Most of the festivities were outside and it was very dark. The golf game was only lit, because of the camera. I took a day off after finishing Cohen and Taylin's. Kennedy's costume was finished just in time for dinner and on to Trunk-or-treat. Kennedy is the fairy in training and might get wings another time. I knew she wouldn't keep them on and after hot gluing thin tulle and bias tape, my fingers were a bit worn. Teague was complete two weeks prior. He was simply the remote control for the robot. It just slipped over his clothes. (No pictures...he barely wore it with all the running around we did.) It was obvious the remote wasn't all together, because our little robot had a mute malfunction. We couldn't get our robot to say trick or treat or much of anything. I barely got him into his costume. We carried it to the festival on Thursday, but never got him in it. I then told him if he wanted to get candy he had to be in costume. After passing out some candy himself, he warmed up and we went trunk or treating. I forgot a tie, so I held one side of him together and was the voice of the robot as we walked around. I was dressed as a pink and white bunny. No pics and none necessary. David was a nerd. After a mom/wife missing in action for two weeks, I was banned from making costumes next year or the next three years. I already have costumes for next year that I bought at a costume shop the Monday after...50% off. Costumes for next year are already complete (only a few touches I will add) and sooo much cheaper. Maybe time to figure something creative for David and I. I had to swallow some pride to buy their costumes instead of putting them together myself. Gulp! I did it! We are ready for next year!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

David and Residency

See for yourself: video

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Just listen

Last week the kids participated, and mom in the church primary program. Taylin and Cohen both had parts that they memorized and recited often. Taylin: "In the Proclamation to the World we learn that our homes can be and should be a refuge and sanctuary from the troubled world we live in." She said her part perfectly. Cohen had perfected his: "I lived with Heavenly Father before I came to earth." Come performance time...he was shy and timid. I would be too! He has many opportunities ahead. They sang so sweet and bore great testimony of the blessings of an Eternal Family. A few weeks prior as we were practicing, I discussed with them their parts and what they meant. I think it is easier to memorize something if you know what you are saying. Little did I know I would learn so much myself. I was talking to Cohen about his part. I asked him if he believed he lived with Heavenly Father before he came to earth with our family. I elaborated how Teague was just there and how we wish he could talk, so he could tell us about it. I asked him if he thought he was excited to come be with our family. I did a little impersonation of him not meaning to be rude or make fun, just showing excitement to be here. I said (pretending to be Cohen tugging on Heavenly Father's arm): "Heavenly Father, Heavenly Father, Heavenly Father...can I go now...can I go now...Heavenly Father can I go with my family now...can I, can I?!" Of course Cohen had a response, "No Mom, not like that...Heavenly Father listens to me." I just broke. I pulled him to me and told him how much I love him. I apologized for not always being such a good listener. I told him he could pull me aside whenever he felt ignored. I told him I would do better. What a sensitive soul and he has such a great love and testimony of our Heavenly Father. I knew he understood his part well...whether he said it when it was time or not. video Taylin's part: video Kennedy didn't really have a part, but she joined in the moment. Taylin and Cohen translation, "Heavenly Father lives." video

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Throwing the towel in

All seven of them that I used to clean up 2/3 gallon milk off the kitchen floor and living room carpet. Just bought it. Just got home from the store. Yep...it really was spilled milk and a lot of it!!! I jinxed myself!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Truck Driver Cheer

I was looking for those rose colored glasses all day today. I can't fully blame it on my lack of sleep last night. Although I didn't expect much. Each time I get frustrated, upset or anything of the sort...I am reminded of a bit of "advice" that was given in a talk, basically: your reaction is your choice...if you are angry, you choose to be angry. I think it is a feeling that is the reaction, but it is my choice as to how I express those feelings. I have a long way to go before my initial feeling is so kind hearted. After getting a visit at least once an hour, every hour, until 3AM last night, I was a bit fatigue today. I was frustrated with all the things I had to do, but I knew with my energy I should do only what had to be done. It was a rough day. By the end of the day I was feeling a bit selfish. Some of these things went through my head (I realize this blog is becoming an antidote for me to share things in my head. Thanks for still baring with me and reading on. I apologize for the open book I am becoming.): "No one appreciates what I am doing. I feel like I am at work and no one notices my work. If I could only afford a nanny. I just might quit my job today, ha. You are why I am so upset today. Grrr! Where can I hide...okay, they really need me." The list goes on. A few of my Grrr's might have actually sounded out. I really did feel under appreciated today. This is something I do everyday, but I usually get a few more smiles or positive experiences to out weigh the rough spots. I just couldn't find my rose colored glasses...they were smudged today. David is also on call today, so I won't see him until tomorrow after lunch or near dinner. No break! Around 4 or 5PM...more bickering, more demands, more tears I couldn't seem to comfort for were thrown my way. The feelings of inadequacy and lack of endurance were also weighing me down. I was feeding Teague some cereal that I couldn't make fast enough. Taylin turned from her coloring to tell me something and almost tipped her chair over. She looked at me...I looked at her. We both knew I was going to bark something. I took a deep breath and asked her with all the kindness I could muster to be careful. She said, "Mom, I want to share a cheer with you." She has all the cheers and hand signs for things they do in school. I can't keep up with them. I was a little annoyed, but I preceded to do my best to sound interested. Then she said, "Mom, this is for you...this is for being a great mom: 'honk! honk! Good job, little buddy." (Hand gestures and all.) Tears filled my eyes very quickly and I thanked her in my exhausted, choked up voice. (When I was a cheerleader, I don't think I moved anyone to cry ;))She then was taken back and got a little teary as well. She is so sweet and very sensitive to others. I told her how much I appreciated that and that it was a hard day. Needless to say, the rest of the kids were silent either out of awkwardness or a little concerned as well. Cohen came and stood next to me, but wasn't sure what to do with that. I rewarded them with dinner that was created out of the few items we had left in our pantry and fridge due to the lack of energy I had to go to the store today. I really should go soon or all we will have left is disinfectant wipes in place of toilet paper. That is bad. I tried my best to make it through the next few hours before bed. Which still wasn't glorious. I don't remember what happened, but I remember saying again..."Today was a hard day, tomorrow will be better." After the kids were tucked in bed, for the most part...Taylin spoke up again and said, "Mom, you are my B.M.F." She cracked me up the other day when she came home talking about her B.F.F. I was not thinking at all and I asked what it meant, "Best Mommy Forever." She gets the gold star for the day. I don't know if she believed that or knew that is what I needed to hear. It is nice to know she loves me unconditionally, even after I made her lunch this morning and put it back in the cabinet where we store her lunchbox instead of in her backpack. That my friends is why she has a credit on her lunch account. She has an absent minded mother at times. Taylin has always been so observant to what is going on around her and to the spirit. Again her sensitive soul! Again another day...blessed!