Living in the NOW

I haven't posted, because we have been all over the place...mentally and physically. I thought I was calm and doing fine waiting to know our future, atleast the next three years. David has been so confident and relaxed about match day for residency. I was going along well until my appointment with my pediatrician, who is also David's mentor. We have been confident our first choice was/is going to work out...not to be prideful. That is just the vibes we were getting, so we have researched that area the most. Well, my pediatrician asked if I wanted to know where she thought we would end up. I really hadn't thought of anything else or any kind of surprise when we opened our envelope on Thursday. (I would try to explain the Match, but I will spare everyone the headache...maybe leaving you a little confused.) I hesitated to respond, because I didn't know what she knew. I wasn't sure if she even knew where all David interviewed or how he ranked. Well, I took her guess...it is our fourth choice! Hmmm, I told her we had been anticipating our first choice. She then responded that they were a little fickle on their match. Great! I guess it was great so we didn't get a complete surprise on Thursday, but it has made me think about the other options. I had put them in the back of my mind. I guess it is just making me be realistic. Just so you know, all the fourth years open their envelopes at the same time. It can be disappointing if you don't match where you want. Today was the day they find out if they matched, meaning they have a job or not. In the clear there...now where, oh, where will we be.


David has been so busy with other obligations. I thought I was too, but I have found myself walking around my house aimlessly trying to figure out what I should be doing...something I want to do (i.e., sew, pick out family pictures, go through baby clothes, eat the entire pan of brownies) or something I have to do (i.e., laundry, dishes, phone calls, planning enrichment, unpacking,etc.). I then start thinking about all we will be doing in the next few months and feel I have to do it today...have a baby, pack boxes, find a house and more! Anxious/anxiety or freaking out! I hadn't worried, and I am still not...just having to think a little more outside of the box. I would normally clear my mind with a nice jog. I really can't have this baby now, so I will hold off on that one. Yoga! I have no balance or patience. So I am spilling my brain on my blog!




In all actuality, I should just trust my wondeful husband who has worked so hard for four years and support his feelings and peace as well. I truly am proud of David. I haven't posted anything about his interview season as several friends have been doing the same. This year has been a bit different than that vacation year everyone prepared us for. I have seen less of David this year than third year rotations. I could at least seem him an hour a day and talk to him in person last year. He has traveled a lot, but for good reason. David traveled to Corpus Christi, Houston, Missouri (several times and cities), North Carolina, Arkansas, Arizona (a couple more cities), Tennessee, Utah, Nevada and California for interviews and other numerous internships/rotations. He has also taken on several outside "projects" or extra-curricular activities to strengthen his experiences (CV/resume). (Working in Nevada)
(I mean, here he is working...gimp finger and all)


As all of you know David, he is a very hard worker and gets antsy with nothing to do. He is actively involved in an organization within the medical program, working on publishing two "pieces," entered an essay contest, Scout Master and other services. Not to mention the small incident that put him in a cast for four weeks due to a fractured pinky finger. It amazes me the time we still have together and the time and energy he has for the kids.
We haven't gone on any huge vacation trips, but have enjoyed the little moments together in special ways. Please nobody ask David to do anything else...we do have issues saying no! Actually, there is just no more time at this point. Says me!



I feel better now, thank you for your curiousity for making it this far in my thoughts. We have enjoyed things that we weren't able to in the past. David really has taken off on his cooking. I like it! I don't mind cooking occassionally, but every night with picky eaters...I am not as motivated. I like his new hobby! It tastes good too!



I am reminded and kept at peace that Heavenly Father has a plan for me and my wonderful family. I am reminded and know Heavenly Father's will is far greater than mine, but I have to submit to His will with faith! I have to continue having faith everyday and in every part of my life. I can't do it alone. I don't do it alone. I have a supportive family, friends and loving Heavenly Father. I have to practice my faith by doing all that I can first. I am grateful for David's great example in his faith and endurance. I know we will match where we will best grow! We will keep you posted on our upcoming events!


I love you, David! I am so very proud of you! You amaze me!

Compliments to Tyan for her talents in our photo session!